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sighs... my mum, she's talking about how jap class(third language classes) are good and that it's a RARE opportunity and if i regret and wanna learn it next time it's gonna cost a bomb. Yeah i noe, but it's like wasting 3HOURS of my life for 40 plus weeks=to 120hours wasted. she says i can only quit after 1 year when I finally found the WITHDRAWAL FORM, something i found diligently( which is once in a blue moon) without any distractions. Youtube, twitter, all thrown to the back of my mind, with only WHERE IS THE WITHDRAWAL FORM in my head. practically flashing. And now, all my hopes and bright sun rays I saw are GONE. Its a dark alley right now...everything looks so dark, no gleam of hope...:(